Spent too much time on wikipedia and not enough time doing homework. I found myself looking up the symptoms of a nervous breakdown the other day. My pre-group interview for the self-care without self-injury thing is tomorrow, and I should go read about 'carpe diem' in poetry and then apply it to Spenser's poetry. And write my Crim quiz. and maybe start my Crim film analysis that's worth worth 25% of my mark and is due Thursday.

Should definitely stop staring at the ceiling/at my wall/at my computer. Should stop calling Fin. Should stop wanting to talk to Fin. Should get rid of this feeling that everything is wrong when I realize that logistically it isn't. I don't want to be in my head anymore. I'm so sick of being.